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Tuesday, June 8, 2010
I am back...  Weather's like crap there, not the usual freezing cold . Casino all day other than our meals and sleep in the hotel .. For the first time i haven't been to themepark when i'm there . I stayed in the hotel room alone when i don't feel like staying out . Listening to the songs on my phone and i can't help it..... Vanilla Twilight caught me . Probably winning money in the casino made my trip worthwhile . Else there's nothing much to mention, really.. ♥♥ I'm gonna stop crying every now and then . Even when i was on the way there or alone in the hotel, what a crybaby . Nothing's gonna change and crying won't help . I get tonnes of concern but it's not helping, i feel like crap for disappointing. Despite knowing what should i do but i have no control .. Finally it happened, and then it had to be like this . I managed a smile and said bye.. i think i did well, that's the best i could . I cried loads i'm really tired.. ain't all this enough? 放了我吧。 So irritated by myself for being like this. 烦不烦？ It's time, really time to stop.. Goodbye. Please, let this be the last .. |
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